i really wish it didn't have to be this way...

i'm sorry i couldn't have things work out the way i hoped... from learning to let go and to forgive and to forget... to finding that something special... and worth the efforts... until now that we're back at square one...

it was about being so comfortable... a first actually...

it was about the talents...

and it was about being scared and upset...

i guess the last 2 years or so have been a really eventful time... the somewhat highs and extreme lows experienced... well they have been more meaningful than my previous secondary thru poly years...

i think zhanhe made the most telling comment when he asked if there was any pictures that i had... and of course there wasn't... so that says everything...

so there's no chance... and it's all over... thus it's up to time to heal...



and so i leave you with some raw and sweet talents...

小豬 - 愛一直閃亮


although i'm very biased.... and i definitely think 薇安did better....~!