well here goes.... to the tekong chalet

and so ends the last day of my civilian life... oh well... thats life as a singaporean male... every one has been there done it... so it's my turn now...

damn...

anyways... changed the background song... was wondering whether to go with a fast upbeat one or a slow one... but the former was a little too noisy... and didn't really suit the current mood... lol... and so it brings us to "Tokyo"... YUI sings about her leaving her home town of Fukuoka to go to Tokyo to futher her music career... or something like that... so it's kinda the same... (read: singapore to tekong)... lol... more or less la...

ok... i admit... i do play YUI's songs sometimes (okay, usually la!) for services... and Tokyo is one of them... lol... oops... not many know the song mah... and it's slow and nice... has the worshippy-sad feel... but only jason said something after he thought it sounded japan-ish... lol

well... IF you are feeling nice... do SMS to inquire about my health... training... what have you... or even just to laugh at my predicament... i don't mind... the truth is i'll really need it... and like i said... inane coversations do actually matter... something would make a difference... otherwise i'll just get bored and demoralised to death... lol... or at the very least be praying for me... that will really help... gonna see how God works during my time there... well yea...

right... so all that said... i can only hope for the best...

and you all will be missed....

"maybe"

just delusions when something would have been nice...

was supposed to do this entry last night... but other stuff came up... got a little distracted... main culprit being YUI... doing another cover song on bokura no ongaku... which i'm not really complaining about though...

thought it was pretty nice and sweet... could actually fall asleep listening to it... not that it's boring... but she's done better songs before...

anyways... here's the drawing i was talking about some posts back... not done by me of course... looks vaugely like YUI... hope the scanning did the drawing justice...

quite good eh?

argh... and there was something else... but just can't remember what it was... but i'll move on... update when it comes back

thought i'll never forget about it... but apparently i did... (actually i wouldn't even have known until i looked in my spam mail)... yea well... after so long... just a hello... and then asking for my help... ending with a thanks... sheesh... wadever happened to inane conversation...? oh well...i do hope you treat your friends better than that...

but i guess it's more or less the same everywhere... still... a mention or something would have been nice... but nothing?... kinda telling really... unappreciative buggers... and yes... it matters...

nothing really ever goes the way i planned it out to be... you know... all scripts written out... but things usually couldn't be any more different... anyways... too bad then...

i never learn my lesson though... and it hurts...

it just sucks to hope...

D-day on friday... but who cares...

a boot to the head...

what do john terry, petr cech and i have in common?

yep, title says it all... literally a boot to the head... but thankfully mine wasn't that physical... they returned as heroes... me? more awake yes (i think)... but i'm still none the wiser... forget it... just saps confidence... and u realise that people aren't who they are in front of you... utter nonsense... save it for some other idiot who gives a damn...

lol... and by writing this i give a damn already... shucks...

but amazingly everytime i'm down i just come on here to read my past entries and along with YUI's soothing voice i start to feel much better... contemplating when to change to another song though...

sorry if i seem distant at the rare conversions i have online... too busy with Godfather... (yes a game!)

still hooked to Benny Lava... damn...

it sounds like.... having a laugh...

nothing to write yet... but just wanna post up these 2 vids i saw on edmw... hope it cures anyone who's feeling down...at least it did for me... (feeling down as usual)

it's some guy "subtitling" songs to what the language sounds like... pretty funny imo... just put YUI on pause in the meantime... (i know...i know... but she'll be back soon... just watch the vids first...lol... then u can press play again...)

still...sorry if it offends anyone...



ok... on re-watch the jap one wasn't that funny... but the bollywood one... if it doesn't make u laugh... i don't know what will...

it's been far too long...

had an inspiration for a new art piece thanks to lydia's drawing of what i think looks like YUI... nice drawing sia... girl + guitar = what else?... and to a lesser extent reu and clem's attempted replica... nice try lol...... i'll post it up when i decide to make a fool of myself...

oh and i just made my army glasses... and it's freakin uncomfortable...

anyways...woke up the other day and suddenly everything seemed kinda meaningless... everything i had planned to do became pointless... but i don't think it's because of NS... something else just keeps bugging me... tried to look for some one to talk to... but realised how little people i actually bother to converse with online and offline... much less one that would take the time to listen to my rants... or even understand it...

sucks that it's been far too long that things have been this way... but what can i do?

even simple pleasures i that i enjoy like climbing bukit timah hill became a chore...

i haven't actually played a game in a long time... (i mean an ACTUAL game... not miniclip stuff)... well yea... contrary to popular believe... i don't have THAT many games... neither do most of the games interest me... and i don't think my laptop's able to support them either... starcraft again perhaps?... or some old playstation rpg.... i'll let you know...

no point writing...

today's title comes courtesy of bolton's manager in my OFM league... one of the more enjoyable managers i've played with... and he speaks proper english... great....

yes, "no point writing, i want ballack" he says...

lets see... i just got him... cheap.... lol... why would i sell? so try harder ya?

well, you should know... it wouldn't work out at all...why are you even trying in the first place?

it wouldn't work...
it wouldn't work...
damn, it wouldn't work...

perhaps it wouldn't hurt to try?... yea but... unfortunately it does...

A&Es of life ya? it's true... think about it

does it really matter how hard i try?

anyways, forget it... 'cos i only want the best to happen...

is there any point writing any more? or even this blog?

who cares anyways...

delusions of legitimate fouls is all i can offer....

wait, it's october already?

woots... thanks anlin for that comment... lol.. when chiu coming back to pkc to visit again? missed getting bullied by you la...

anyways... october's here already... sigh... stopped working to get prepared for NS... lol... yea rite...

fairly simple farewell... bought chocolates for my closer colleagues... all of them were really nice during my time there... will really miss the people in the link room... lol... omg and min hwee gave me a 2gb thumb drive... wah cool la...!

it's nice having YUI and Younha when i'm on the road singing and playing in my head once again... kinda missed it... finally have the time to listen to their songs on my ipod... haven't really had the time and patience to sit down and do so... just realised how nice YUI's "Can't Buy My Love" is... especially Umbrella.... (pwns rihanna's any day sia... wud ella ella eh eh?... get hebe and selina too then we'll talk...) & Highway Chance (especially especially nice!)... Younha is always consistant and good... so i'm pretty happy too.... Password(or Secret?) 486 and Delete are nice...

oh oh! and one more piece of art... wahaha...

nice la...kinda depicts how my mind is rite now...heh

bah... so many US series starting their new seasons...

CSI, CSI: Miami, Heroes, Boston Legal... but conscription looms....

damn...

happy children's day to the kid in all of us...