looking for something?

fairly short (and lame) entry....

sometimes the things that we look for are just in front of us...

if only we'd take the trouble to look more carefully... stop being such a proud ass and look down for a moment... (dun act smart)

if only we'd flip to the next page... (dun act smart)

if only we'd have more patience... (dun act smart)

bah... and i tried to change who i was (act smart lor)... but useless... and freakin wols...

oh well... you learn something new every day...

art to share

just posting up some stuff i did for fun.... yea the wonders of ms paint...

sudden inspiration...

and boredom...


colourful wavey lines at its best...


something's reading a book... while the other just ate pikachu


wadever it is...

-break, change of focus-

it's always been on my mind... but never more so than after tonight... funny how certain things or events can do so...

You know, it's times like this when i really wish things were different... yet i know i haven't done anything at all to deserve a change... nevertheless i promise i will continue trying my best.... till the day comes when You decide it's time.... but major changes would have to be made by me first right? lol... i'll need help ya... ?

and all i hope is to be good enough... thats all...

i pass to chiu.... chiu pass to?

freaking epidemic out there....

cough getting passed around like free newspapers.... almost everyone i see is coughing...

heck... i thought i was getting better until someone i might have passed mine to coughed in the room....

den i felt like coughing again...

damn it....

newcastle had better not lose... both online and offline!

records set, but sick yet again... and other stuff

yup... 5 consecutive posts and i haven't gotten bored yet...

YET...

anyways, it's another ocassion during the year where i'm down with my usual trinity of sicknesses... cough, sore throat and blocked nose.... gonna be weeks before i'll fully recover... hopefully before ns... lol...

ns is a crime jingle suddenly just pops in my head....

moving on, just finished watching the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya.... yea... wols rite? not bad a series... just the right touch of ecchiness... without the "brb, go to toliet" :P if u wanna watch it... pls do so as legally as possible ya?

hmm... when is odex appealing?

dreams.... bleah... leave that for another entry...

oh and my new favourite game: death note shinigami returns!

guess leaving comments ain't fashionable anymore....

need to learn a new way to type... too many "...." peppered in between....

ah well, pray for me to get well if you're reading this...

cya

insert title here

no proper title.... can't think of any

anyways... stuff like that still gets to me... thought it wouldn't... but i'm still human after all....

wadeva... confidence smoshidence... it's expected after all....

prove me wrong....

continues to hope, trust and pray....

how much setbacks can one take?

well, seems that the guy who brought out the sar21 has a really troubled life...

1. parents divorced - mother left, father in jail
2. younger bro died in car accident
3. grannie who brought him up diagnosed with cancer
4. gf left him while serving ns - leaving for a better guy is one thing, a "lousier" one is another, but for another girl takes the cake... (well, what do i know, right?)

everyone whom he has ever loved is almost gone... quite alot for one to take, while others would have broken down for less... (point 4 being reason enough to push many over the edge)... not condoning his actions in anyway... but just trying to understand why he would do it... i mean no one in the right frame of mine would even seriously contemplate doing what he did...

it's easy to criticise now... but we'll see again if the same thing ever happens to ourselves... i'd admit i found it quite unbelievable at the lengths he went... but thats before i heard points 1 thru 3... it's very sad la....

still, there's always God to turn to in times like these... hopefully some of his friends are christians and can share that truth with him... guess only God knows how much he's hurting and is the only one able to completely heal those wounds...

seems there's a online petition going around for him... appealing for a lighter sentence... if u feel for him or wadever....
http://www.webpetitions.com/cgi-bin/print_petition.cgi?99501537

hmm... legitimate foul? .... maybe it's more of understandable foul...

ah well, so much for people to keep me sane during my own ns... lol....

it ain't over till the fat lady sings...

yea well, don't really know how to begin this one... anyways... as you would already know by now that luciano pavarotti has died due to cancer... don't know much about him... but at least i know his name... lol... enough to give him a mention here... goodbye to the fat man (as i know him la...)

so the fat man has sung his last...

ok, away from gloom and onwards to randomness... why on earth can't i search my blog on google? bah... sucks...

anyways, took leave... so don't have to go to work later... singnet coming to give me my new modem... yea, re-contracted for another 2 years... with all that hoo-haah about the way they protect subscribers privacy... doesn't seem that good an idea... but oh well... too troublesome to change ISPs... i don't have that much to hide anyways... lol...

bukit timah's so gonna be quite for some time... unless you're daring enough to climb the hill....

2 years on....

ah well... inspiration to start again...

changed the template and theme.... simplicity ftw (read: laziness)

personally, things have changed, but most still status quo... good or bad?

elsewhere,

- more mysterious and sudden deaths... marathon runners, footballers...

- odex saga.... yea well... anime's dead.... sort of...

- the awol ns guy... oh well... nothing much left to say really...

ns blues creeping in... enjoy the youtube vid.... seen at EDMW