digging up the past to the present...

"are you okay...?"

sheesh... i find myself saying that almost at least once every other day to someone....


i can't remember the last time i heard it though....

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then some things just don't disipate... i just realised it's already been around 12 years since the day of that so-called "project".... but it really goes to show that no matter how close you were to someone... you'll get used to his/her non-existance in less than a year... and after that... you'd wish they never reappear to mess things up again....

it's the same story year in year out these days...


and it's going to be one of the things i'm still in the midst of forgiving and forgetting... so maybe it'll be on my proverbial list of "things to do if i have 24 hours left to live."...

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so it's still only one chance that i ask for... to be good enough... 'cos i have absolute faith in myself that i won't let anyone down...