here we go again...

TYPHOON FUNG WONG... hitting straight on (finally this time after a few brush passes)... we'll see how it goes...

remember me telling you that it's all about the experience...? lol... gonna be for real this time...


i guess it was just meant to be this way... but it isn't worth it you know... there's only so much one can give... that one can tolerate...

it's been physically... mentally... and emtionally exhausting... couldn't He do something about it...?

i don't want to know anymore... 'cos i wasn't even close...

not even...


close.


but i'll pick myself up one day... to ask the question i already have the answer to... just for the sake of closure.... i just can't seem to place where it all started... 'cos the further back it goes... the more it hurts...



a lesson for today: it's dumb to ask some one for a report at 8pm... and expect it done by 5am...

ask me a happy question...

omg... it's not YUI playing....! no it's not the wrong page... and i haven't gone looney... though i want to...

but i just needed a little cheering up...

the finance system hasn't been good to me... first time i saw it i thought it was some poly student's FYP... looks like i'm not too far away from being correct... i would definitely have not made an error like that in the proggie...

damn those people... one and all...

it's only a matter of when...

just when you think you've got past it all... some one just throws a "friendly" reminder at you... sadly though... by people who you really like and trust...

oh well... it HAS to be that way right...?

BUT I DON'T NEED IT!!!

what once was a soothing relief... has also now turned into something that keeps me awake at night... it's just confusing at times...

maybe i'm just too lagging behind in the world of friendship... has it evolved that much...?

i miss the times when friendship was as simple as a bottle of qoo at recess...

good friends would congregate at a house and play till the sun went down....

and anything more... would mean phone calls while lying on the floor with ToyBox playing in the background...


lol... those were the days...


but i appreciate the gesture... or whatever you choose to call it... maybe friendship has evolved after all... one thing's for sure though... me being totally different...

and it's kinda funny when here i am trying to restrain myself... but there you go making it harder...


sometimes i just don't know what to believe... 'cos you can't really trust anyone anymore... especially the people whom you really like and trust...

and it's only a matter of when... they start to throw reminders at you...


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sheesh... typhoon blew past us... but still can't avoid all the rain and wind... and one more is supposedly forming up...

heh... it's all about the experience...