stuck...

guess i'm in some kind of dilemma...

2 choices... of which both are not what i want at all... 'cos there's nothing left...

is there any chance it could be made easier...?

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i think some where along the way... we all realised that it's becoming more and more uninhabitable here.... it's not only the work... it's also because of the people... there's really no reason to stay on anymore...

then again... neither is there a reason to go back....

i remember you said to take it as a mission trip... yea well...


i just want something good to happen once for me...