blind me please...

sheesh... he just has to make it so the whole world knows and sees does he...?

don't even want to imagine if things were different...

no... i just did...


guess i'm just too soft-hearted... letting too many things go without a fight... maybe i need to learn to be that little bit more thick skinned... for personal and work reasons... you know...? somethings are worth it....

people talking doesn't mean you have to exactly wait for them to finish before you can say something rite... anyways... you in the end also never say a thing wad... just because people do something already... doesn't mean you cannot do the same thing... that's why... you buay hiaos...


question is... why do i have to change...? that's not me... if people don't appreciate me for who i am... what i am... sucks to be me la...

yes it affects my day... yes it irks me... it's already been like that for the past 14 months... wad else can i say...? wad else can i do...?

it's taiwan for crying out loud...

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i wanted to ask ps tim what he thought about my concept of being punished for their mistakes... but i guess that would have definitely sent him into a frenzy...

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i used to be able to walk outside to the piano just to sort of release my feelings and emotions on it... just play play... bang bang... tinker tinker... and i'll feel much better...

but for now... i lie down and look up... and i see the 2 pictures of YUI... and that's more than enough for comfort...