i just hope you liked the flowers...

past 2 weeks were non-stop working... dead tired la...

and it doesn't help when people become so distant... the whole irony being the further one is... the more others are going to care... it's a cycle really...

sometimes i wish people were that concerned too...

i guess it's really all in the interest of self-preservation... that we do or say things that we know would get us the least hurt... and just hope that it all goes away...

but believe me... 21 years and 9 months on... it hurts more than ever... and then you realise ... there's really no one you could talk to at all... no one who understands... no one who really cares...

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so the 25 things gave people something to talk about for a few days... ah... but now must watch what i put on facebook already...

added my boss la... lol...

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the day would have petty much passed without anything to mention if not for sihui starting the conversation to see how things were going...

wah lau... so nice rite... where to find friends like that anymore...? lol...

wait... sihui is single..??? HOW COULD SHE HAVE NO ONE AFTER HER...? unthinkable really... i mean with the looks and character to melt ANY guy's heart... NTU guys must be friggin blind...

oh well sihui... 3 msn flowers very good le la... haa... at least i gave you 1 lor... no one give me anything...!! so sad you know....


sigh... and now i'm just watching emo movies... :(

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didn't know what else to say or ask... or maybe 'cos I know you really don't need to hear anything like that right now...