a seemingly distant wish

was cheryl's birthday on monday...

it 's been what... 2.5 years since we last talked..? back then... she was still deciding whether to go overseas or not...

must be hard... so long away from home... even granted all the holidays and everything.... anyways... as long as you aren't hcc's finance clerk... can already la...

ok la... she remembered i liked newcastle and alan shearer... funny... don't think i really mentioned it to her though... never really a topic in our conversations... or maybe it was the t-shirt at that time.... haha....

but still... when she mentioned about the falling out with wee jin... all i could think was that i was glad it wasn't her.... i mean seriously... i would have gone up to wee jin and punched him if it was...

-.- and Mr. Ken... is a mixer... haha...

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friends like this don't exist anymore.... where everything is so.... unconditional.... where genuine care and concern just comes from the heart.... and simple appreciation.... not having to be asked...

it's not notice that i ask... seriously... anyone who didn't notice... has to be a) blind... or b) choosing to be oblivious.... neither of which applies here... at least i hope....

but apparently i'm desperate enough to grab whatever comes my way.... and go goo-goo-gaa-gaa over it...

that's how far the fall has been.... and it's a seemingly distant wish....

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aiya... and those tidbeads people... nothing to say.... haha... tell them already... still must go and confirm.... put my name there some more.... wah lau... noob leh...

wasted la... :(