not knowing what to do....

you wouldn't just stand by and watch a friend walk down a road... knowing it would lead to a hole... in which he or she would fall in and hurt themselves rite...?

not even to a stranger would you be that cruel...


so i take it that everyone's silence... or lack thereof a warning... tells me... i'm still doing fine...

can i do that...?




i'm sorry if you felt pressured... or that i had some kind of expectations.... but i don't... and seriously... i don't have the right to do so....

all i ask is just not to leave me in a position where i do not know what is going on..... you said okay... but then everything turned out so contradicting.... especially after no one answered... then "there is no response blah blah blah" throughout the hour........ and then later on just before dinner... -.-...

but i understand your difficulties smsing... and i'm sorry that i'm causing it.... so i guess i'll stop from now on....

sigh... when i should be cheering you up eh...?