just getting high....

been having the worst of headaches the last few days... and panadolsssses have not helped at all... damn it... and just when the recoupment went out.... the stack of claims came in....

bloody hell... i earn 1.3k here... just like anyone else.... why does my life get to be SO different...?

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giving... giving.... giving... but there will be limit to all of it....

it's something i really wish you could understand....

to be honest... sometimes i wonder if it means anything at all....

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okay.... i'd be the first to admit that i MIGHT have been wrong about our dear friend...

because in the last week or so... i haven't really had much to go on.... but i am one who gives appreciation where it is due.... and i do owe a huge amount of thanks here... i was very suprised at the attempt....

it's been a long time since i had anything remotely close to this....

anyways... i should know better than to give my trust completely... after certain betrayals... conspiracy theories run through me like hot knife through butter... people like me especially... shouldn't take anything or anyone at face value that easily....

but still... you have to run with what you can get in these situations....

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all i ask... is that you tell me... the truth...

if there's a point in all of this...