school stress and desperation....

i was sitting there trying to rush out correcting the physics data tables...

and then my mind wondered off yet again... you know... how nice it would be... what they would have asked... and what i would have answered... the individual parties playing their roles...

gawd... i would make a so much better script writer than those hacks at mediacorp doing the crossovers with malaysian tv....

circumstance however... is not as forgiving... and i continue to put myself out there to get hurt again and again...

and again...




randomly flipping the "purpose driven life"... brought me to a page that had been in my thoughts since day 1...

i could only lol at it...


exact words which i had been telling myself... prior examples to follow....

sorry... i'm just desperate for something good to happen... or for these "trials" to end...

hmm... desperate is an understatement