if i keep trying... and trying... and still am trying... what does that say...?

don't know why people think that i give up or just don't care....

but i put more pressure on myself than most know...

it's just that i need to rant at times...


it's really not been easy...


anyways... you may be right if you say i'm feeling the pressure....

but it's something i've always looked for and known even before all these people around me started thinking.....

i just really really... don't know any more.....


classes on tues and fridays are really a chore... and those are just but the reminders...