another sunday...

lol... i was just talking about being envious... and today's lesson at pkc was about envy... ahaha...


althought i do think i'm still light years away from the envy leads to murder part.... heck i've accepted that it's not gonna be about me... and well yea it shouldn't... but still... i do need something in my life...

making lemonade out of lemons...? i want something else to drink for a change... you know it's like you're stuck at some job class wanting to level up... but you just can't... unfortunately the quest to level up takes at least a year to complete... and it is a random event... so you try... at the end of the year you fail... and you slowly wait for the next opportunity to try again... rinse and repeat...

go figure...

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i thought praise and worship was pretty good today.... it's always nice to have a bunch of kids around singing loudly... and just totally enjoy themselves praising God... if anything the music seems to sound better... and i personally feel happier to play....

i just wish they'd cut the... "eh... i play the cd... you play like that... okay?"... i mean it's really lame... so why don't you try singing like the cd for a change...? instead of people having to lead you into the song... come in for you.... sheesh.... i really think while at least the musicians have been improving... the song leaders have not improved at all... yes... every single one of you...

worse.... ask me to play the intro the other person who played this song before me played.... >< that's a little... aiyah... i think it's better to leave it to what keys my fingers decide to press that that point of time...

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and it's because you see christians like that... who complain about things and make comparisons like that... and you wonder what being a christian really is like...