always like that... or at least...

talents + innocence = 2 amazing and wonderful things...

and i'll get caught... to me at least...

but why...? what happened to the innocence...? i really liked it then...

and yea... what was all that for..? because they don't deserve it if yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever more is going to remain status quo...

somethings i really can't do alone... would be great you know if people could chip in a little here and there... mention my name a little... let me know how everything is playing out... otherwise i'm always just groping in the dark like a blur cock... or at least i might not be so surprised if and when the news actually comes eh...?

then again it's not really me to actually go out and source for help... sigh...

so every now and then i stop and wonder... but i think i can trust you not to make my nightmare come true whatever the case...

sometimes i really hate being here... sometimes getting fucked for reasons beyond my control... for which i'm totally not at fault... but it's okay... someone HAS to get fucked... so be it then... at least it gives me an excuse to console myself... because i'm not there or whatever... although i know it will still the same even if i'm back or not... but yea... there's still the excuse being in taiwan for now... it's just going to be so much more painful when i'm back...

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and just when i was begining to appreciate Younha a little more (currently in love with Touch right now... to think i use to hate it...)

YUI decides to do this...


<3 <3 <3

and then YUI writes a song for stereopony.... lyrics by aimi of course... the lead guitarist and vocals... also <3 <3 <3



and then By2 new (single/album?) coming out also... and YUI's is on June 22nd... Shearer taking over for the last 8 games... supported by ian dowie (why him?)

not bad not bad...