disheartening dreams...

i must have been thinking way too much... which is why i ended up dreaming about it...

it was the usual fast and furious stuff... i don't know why my dreams can't usually be more pleasant...but it worked out in the end... and i got to hold on really tightly... which was good... ^^... a little cliche but i wished time would just stop... still i remembered i had to wake up.... and the time was 0710 already... argh! i wanted so much to have the time to carry on the dream...!

and then in the afternoon... it was part 2 where i questioned why people around never did anything to help... and apparently i was talking to people on msn and they were more or less being supportive and encouraging... hmm... finally...


but shyte... i dreamt about it... so doesn't that mean that it'll NEVER come true...? because my dreams and reality always do not agree with each other...

and so the pain intensifies ever so much more.... until i see the pointlessness of it all...