vision from the night market...

okay... i've got it...

i really really have....


ask me... where i wanna be in say 5-10 years time...

after sun nite at the night market... i know my answer...


so... "where do you want to be in 5-10 years time..?"

i tell you what... forget the computer programmer... or project leader... or wadever crap the universities or potential employers expect you to sprout... (actually i still don't really know how to answer this question properly with regards to what i'm going to study... i would really appreciate if someone could give me a rough idea what appointments there are... i just know i love talking to the computer... and having it listen to me...)

forget even the 5-10 years time frame.... i know where i want to see myself now... and i want it to last till... well... last....


i finally realised what i've always dreamed of... because i stood there... starring... for all of 1 min... literally standing still... imagining myself to one day be in his shoes...

sitting there... eating... and with...

zhanhe voiced it out at the point... how nice it would be to have that lifestyle... exactly what i was thinking...

and with that... i knew... it would not come true... i would forever be chasing a fruitless dream...

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you know... i so wish it were vice versa... days like this... the things i anticipate so much... the only things that keep me going...

damn... the cycle repeats tmr...


oh wait... it's just me...