falling apart...

everything may just fall apart...

so i may have been wrong... but did i have a choice...? i made myself think it was all possible... i made myself think it was a done deal..

but it was all i could hold on to... it was belief... it was hope...


have i become like one of them then...?


if it was like my dream... then it would be a case of no matter what also will try rite...? (trying hard not to cry out here...)


so that's it then... when should i start picking up the pieces again...?