i just wanted this time to be different...

and so there's officially nothing left to take away from me...

i've never in my life claimed to have deserve anything...

but i deserved my off...

why does it seem like i deserve to be treated like that then...?

not as if i didn't work hard... but if others caused the problem... i get dragged down...? hey if the tables were turned... you would have just told me to suck thumb and wait for you to get back....

i'm not even thinking straight right now...

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you know... i would have at least hoped that my words would at least mean more than the passing wind...


but at least you heard the wind didn't you...?

i just wanted this time to be different...