i wish we knew...

i thought it was pretty encouraging....

cheryl did so too....

but then now what...?

i really don't know....

"i don't think you shuld do anything leh"...

right...


but cher... it's hard... the more it drags on... and you can't really compare yourself with me like that wad... YOURS DIFFERENT CASE... i know it takes time... but a part of me is really scared... don't know what to think anymore... most of the time it feels like i'm the only one going for it... all alone... i always thought it should be a happy feeling... and not like this....

but i'm okay....

"eh? japh! stop thinking so much!"

yea yea... and please stop bringing jean into every conversation...? haha...

... so it remains this way huh....


sigh...