the concept of time...

i can't go on making excuses anymore...

don't want to push it anymore either...

>_<...

anyways... it's really your decision...

you know... how much i want it to be me...?

maybe i should stop comparing things with the past...

but the past was better... and there's NOTHING to look forward to...


back in the past when there were no contact lenses to complicate things...


so help me to understand... tell me that there's something to look forward to...

tell me i'll be healed...