but it's really isn't within me...

wonder why everytime i talk to cheryl... we always end up she asking me for advice....

last last time... it was something about joining choir... if i remember correctly....

the last time... going to london... i think....

and well... recently... it's about this guy.... haha... yea... imagine that...

but in many ways... i really admire her courage... being able to initiate the call to clarify things and stuff before she goes back to london.... at least she cares about her own feelings more than i do... good for her then...

seems she managed to clear up some stuff... apparently the tables have turned... and the guy is the "i need time..." / "let's take it slow..." type... oh well... and at least he isn't taking advantage of the situation... happy for her la....

and since we were on the subject... i asked her for advice too... lol...

yea well... but it's really not within me to go and mess up a person's feelings or put stress on the other... especially if it's someone i like... i would want the person to be happy... and if it's at the cost of my own feelings... then so be it....

lol... then some how it got to me being a... and i quote... "long-term sort of guy".... and being "passive aggressive".... in other words... the type only interested in things that will last... and one that likes to do or say stuff repeatedly... subconciously or conciously... and hopes that the other party would get it.... (she managed to get the whole "i have nothing to go back to..." thing...)

impressive... and i must say i totally agree....


sighs...