the old one can go fly kite...

how on earth he could have claimed to have known you is totally and absolutely beyond me....

well.. maybe 3rd time's the charm...

no... i hope not...


i guess after the bycicle accident... learning to get past each week without thinking about it... maybe i'm actually having second thoughts...

i'm only 8 more days away you know...


in the ideal world currently... i could just drop everything back there and carry on here... i don't think there's anything there that is worthwhile anymore... i would just be going through the motions each day... and i hate that thought...

maybe even despise...?


or maybe i have just so little faith....



yea 'cos each night i'm glued to the tv at 10pm... if not 12am... if not catching it on youtube... and when i talk about things like that you people ask if i have a favourite shrink or if i need a referral... well... mind your own business... if doing things the sane method had been any use... i wouldn't be here now...

the ideal japheth would wait a few more year down the road and have a go at it... and be happily ever after...



yea i'm still hurting from that experience...



work could be as simple as getting people to attempt to throw a NT$10 coin onto a piece of 50cm x 50cm board (or was it less?) for prizes... no need a university degree for that... may help with the physics of it thought...

anyhow....

but that would kinda be hard on dear 薇安 wouldn't it...? LOLs....


in any case... i might actually need that number of the shrink sometime in the future... status quo will kill me one day... but as of now... i'm too lazy to do anything about it... and besides... even if i tried... i might only aid in hastening things...

lol... actually... i shouldn't give a damn...


i have the greatest wallpaper in the world right now...