simply apprehensive...

i don't want to fall too deep... fall yes.... but still be able to pick myself up if need be... problem is... should i even step off in the first place...? just too many bad experiences weighing heavily...

should have treasured it more 8 years ago... a simple tissue when you cried would have made the difference...

should have seen the joke 4 yeas ago... but you were the only one i trusted at that time...

i saw a simple conversation taking place... but what bugged me wasn't what was being said... but rather who started it first... this maybe selfish... i sure hope it wasn't you...

i really don't know anymore... but maybe come feb... everything would become as clear as crystal...

still half-half on the overseas posting... but realised i have shaun and daniel who are going overseas too... so hopefully we get to go to the same place... at least i won't be alone... and it'll be easier to fit in.... just don't wanna think about the duration yet...

maybe a touch of confidence would do me good now... or should i stay simply apprehensive about things....? maybe i just wish you would stay out of my dreams.... 'cos dreams never come true...



so i'm finally am searchable on google... good or bad thing?... heck... and technorati tells me a grand total of 2 linked to me... and i didn't even ask you guys to do so... thanks heaps... totally appreciate it...