it's just the way i see things...

really like YUI's new song... and all it's emo-yness... and the chorus is exactly how i like it... chorus progression and stuff.... started to imagine how the music video would turn out... was telling eileen about it... lol... i want to be the director!!... for various reasons of course... haa....

attended service on sat... lol... not bad sia... the band got foreign talent... noah!... joked about it with uncle shawn over dinner... and somehow the "does my face look bright to you?" came up again... lol... sorry la... i know it's quite evil... but it's gonna remain a conversational topic for some time.... and looking at how uncle shawn's pouring chestnut water on his rice scenario exists till today for us to laugh at occassionally... it's in for a long long time...

service on sun was okay... but my hands are begining to feel a little numb on the keys... i should be striving to do better like everyone else... i want to... but... oh well... anyways... pkc lost 2 really good workers (as usual)... i mean seriously... no one really bothers to do up the slides properly... olivia (omg! she really looks like cheryl sometimes) is like the only exception... and lydia manages the sound system really well too... so best of luck to them... and too bad for pkc... heh... but the 2 guys in should be fine... for now...

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nothing else thus far about my overseas posting... almost everyone knows about it already... and is asking questions... but truth is nothing is totally 100% confirmed... waiting to do my medical... was kinda busy so i didn't get to it... and it's kinda like OTOT to go... so i'll wait till they realise it and hound after me to get it done... but i really can't think of a reason why i'll be unfit... army's just prolonging my agony but taking their own sweet time to give me the proper instructions and news...

i don't know... but i'll feel quite bad if i don't go in the end... like kinda got everyone worked up for nothing... like i told everyone a lie just to get some attention... argh... God know's best la...

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pretending like nothing's happen does help... but deep down... sooner or later i know i'll have to face it... there's just some question left unanswered... but i don't know when's the right time... but it'll come up some how... it's always that way with you isn't it?