i don't want it...

monday was a first for me... doing despatch not for documents... but actual new recruits... lol... pes e direct enlistment... so went there to pick them up back to my camp... BUT!... went to the enlistment centre before that... and saw the girls enlisting too!!... some not bad... totally changed my perspective of the fairer sex in the army.... especially the one in the "team singapore" t-shirt la (wah!! :P)... lol... but all going to navy and air force la i heard...




been rather tired the past few days... i can't stay up past 10... no reason for me to be awake either... for just to stare at a screen...?

i think it's pretty evident where things are heading... i will admit that it has affected me the past few days... anyways... it would be quite strange if i didn't... i'm not that devoid of feelings... i'm just still a little shocked thats all... but i believe there's a legitimate reason for whatever you are doing...

i just wish you could surprise me occassionally (in a good way)... and maybe take away the grind of my mundane days...

anyways i'm still okay... if you're kind enough to be wondering...