why we do the things we do.....

i had planned to write something here... but after much deliberation... i decided to take it out... it would have caused some stepping of toes... and i haven't come to that point where i need to do so yet...

anyways... a wake up call was deperately needed... so good for you....

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the reason why i wake up each morning...

the reason why i do the parade state each morning... go to the post office... and do RO even though it's not my duty week... albeit sulking all the way...

the reason why i work so hard... chasing AORs... cheques... wanting everything to be in order...

the reason why i enjoy seeing their smiles when we joke...

the reason why i get stressed over claims and remittance....

the reason i let myself get "bullied" so simply by others without any retort....

the reason i tolerate his nonsense....

the reason why i can't wait for each day to end... so i can get to my laptop

the reason why i look forward to the whole damn cycle each day again....

the reason why i'm in freakin taiwan in the first place...

and the reason why i do all the things i do....


sometimes when you find something that is important to you... worthwhile fighting for to hold to... and something that never fails to give you the encouragement you need to carry on when you are down... it drives you on... and gives you all the reason you need...

i know what's mine... and i'm going to protect it... 'cos i don't wanna lose my last remaining reason...