keeping my feet on the ground.... i know how much i'm worth...

"advice" i gave a long time ago came back to haunt me... of course hindsight is a beautiful thing... and it wasn't worth it at all...

i realised i couldn't lie to save my own life... much less impress...


used to wonder why people kept rambling on the same subject time after time... even when it was plainly clear to see that no matter how much was said... things still wouldn't change...

then they say they want to forget it happened and move on.... yea the irony...

don't know about others... but personally i find it helps to constantly get stuff off your chest... whatever bugs you... whatever is dragging you down and keeping you there... just write it down... and you'll find it helps to lighten the load off your mind... allowing to process the next train of thoughts more efficiently... you'll know what you should be doing next... enabling one to sleep much better...

of course the same thoughts keep coming back la... but time heals all wounds doesn't it...? as YUI so aptly sings it... it's all right...

everything will be right... soon or later...



i had wanted to leave to just to see if things could be different for once... an ending that i'd love just for once... but now... i still want to leave... just to get away from it all... i need my distance to forget...



thanks to reu for being the first to use moi chatbox... lol... continue to sappork lah... others rip lai also... comes comes... lol

wasn't very happy with my last post... how and what i wrote didn't really echo my feelings at that moment back to myself when i re-read it later...

promise i'll do better the next time...