for the lack of better words...

think i've kinda got it down as to the real reason... i understand why... it's not that i can't let go... i know i already have... but it sort of like... i can't accept it... well... there's a difference...

i can't... and won't accept that it went down like that... i'm utterly speechless about the outcome... i think that says enough what i think of it... but the process... well that... i have a bone to pick with...

it's like playing winning eleven with the cuz... i lose only because of 2 factors... one being luck... two being game mechanics... lol... or so i choose to believe... but i seriously think it applies here too...

because as far as i'm concerned... what i've seen is total fakeness... and nothing an exaggerated act... but apparently some people are still oblivious to such things... or maybe they just choose to... i don't know...

i just get a little irked everytime i see it... especially when the attempted vocab comes into play... not that my england beri gud... but if chiu ish dunno how to use... dun try to be a sexpert and anihow use can...? ish irritating de lor...



bleah...

why newcastle won't put enrique at left back...?

why newcastle continue to employ smith anywhere near the stadium... much less the freakin field... (apparently the new jinx... successor to luque)...?

why emre continues to be left out... when KK has already said we need creative options... and he is the ONLY option...?

why viduka is no where to be seen... also the viduka we have can't hold the ball up for nuts...? (to think i had gone to the sg vs aus match to scout and send the report back...)

why any defender that comes to newcastle immediately flops...?



sorry... i'm kinda just still reeling from hearing an indian... or at least i think it is... sing YUI's song... (offically no. 473291843 on my list of things i want to forget)