i think i am entitled to put the whole entire blame squarely on her... do you know the possibilities that could have happened...?
hmmm okay... maybe none of you do... but i know the truth... and i'm telling you... it would have been so damn different...
well... for starters... i would NOT have to wonder all day if i'm doing the right or sane thing continuing with this belief that this would come true...
do you know it is such mistakes in life that end up hurting another life permanently...? i hope that none of you have to go through it... but then again... go through it before judging me....
my friend said that he would just go and kill 'em all... and end it with suicide... because his whole world would have come crashing down... yea it's unstable thoughts he admits...
me...? i'd just still be wondering where i went wrong... but somewhere along the way it has to stop being my fault... because that's what it's always been... my fault...
how now to be long-term... when i can't even start a term...? i know what i should expect... and this isn't it... it most definitely isn't...
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and my faulty days of purpose....
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