going...going... gone...

you know... some things are really hard to forget... but maybe they are better left that way... 'cos it sorta acts as a reminder for us not to make the same mistakes again...

after all... the harder we try to erase it... the bigger the hole becomes...

why do you pick me up... but to throw me down again...? to hurt me even more...

i guess it's easier once you have it all... as far as you are concerned... everything you wanted was answered...

yea... it all...

"it all"...

and i'm always stuck with the sneek previews....

anyways i'll learn the hard way if i have to... for you... it's sooner or later... regrets galore...

why do i have to be punished for their mistakes then...? poor generations walking round the wilderness for nothing.... it's nonsense if may i say...

i need a new laptop asap... my screen's flickering... and even just blacked-out on me already... but i should be trying to get it fixed... anyhow... please pray for my screen... it still works properly 1/6 tries....

i'll need a desktop too... but that is secondary... i've missed out on too many games already... my pc is like pentium 3 and running on win98... and the last game i managed to vaguely run on my laptop was hitman 3... never mind the screen problem now... sigh...

guess i'll be online less... i don't do much online anyways...


can't bear to watch newcastle anymore...


remember to pray for my laptop screen k..?