dreams awakening....

strange awakening dream...

all the thoughts and events i tried to suppress previously suddenly surfaced... i just felt that everything thus far to be honest was really a joke... i really wouldn't believe it to be anything more than a work of fiction... if i didn't see it first hand...

ok... seperately they were mere single events... but well... events enough to set things in stone...

fine... ignore them... but now putting one and one and one and one and one and one together...

actually... forget it... i knew from the start... and as i said... i suppressed them...

i remember how i only asked for a photocopy... lazy to copy la... lit lessons mah... but i was presented with something so personally crafted... power sia... but lol... gues personal craftsmanship is too overated these days... anywhere also can find one... it's the same then... it's the same now...

seriously thought the filmsy excuses were genuine... ah well... as if... knowing the truth makes it so much harder to swallow....


please tell me i detect something brotherly somewhere inside... but NO it's not for me... you know you know...


maybe this tour might just do me some good... 'cos all that's transpired has been really disappointing...