for God, king and country... and just maybe....you

sometimes i wonder what i put myself through such things for...

going overseas... sucks la...

wisdom teeth extraction... not a pleasant experience at all... and the thought of being in pain at home... while others are out there having fun together...makes it all the more worse...

going home everyday...

you could have said something then to prevent all of this... but definitely not now i know...

how come it's so easy for others....? unfortunately i'm not that simple minded to brush such things off.... i just can't....

am i wasting time...?


the dreams seem all the more futher from reality... it's just not fair...

and the ones who tell you otherwise... really don't know what they are talking about...