it's been far too long...

had an inspiration for a new art piece thanks to lydia's drawing of what i think looks like YUI... nice drawing sia... girl + guitar = what else?... and to a lesser extent reu and clem's attempted replica... nice try lol...... i'll post it up when i decide to make a fool of myself...

oh and i just made my army glasses... and it's freakin uncomfortable...

anyways...woke up the other day and suddenly everything seemed kinda meaningless... everything i had planned to do became pointless... but i don't think it's because of NS... something else just keeps bugging me... tried to look for some one to talk to... but realised how little people i actually bother to converse with online and offline... much less one that would take the time to listen to my rants... or even understand it...

sucks that it's been far too long that things have been this way... but what can i do?

even simple pleasures i that i enjoy like climbing bukit timah hill became a chore...

i haven't actually played a game in a long time... (i mean an ACTUAL game... not miniclip stuff)... well yea... contrary to popular believe... i don't have THAT many games... neither do most of the games interest me... and i don't think my laptop's able to support them either... starcraft again perhaps?... or some old playstation rpg.... i'll let you know...